Friday, August 31, 2012

Horse Scents and Nonsense

Eye of Willow


16. And then remember the Dick-and-Jane books and the first word you learned
 - the biggest word of all - LOOK." 



— Robert Fulghum (All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten)



Applied Aura


Drop by precious drop,
Powerful substances
Enclose shattered pieces
Of emotion,
Once covered only by
Salty tears of shared pain,
Laughter and endurance.
Call it chemistry, 
Creative process,
Nuclear fusion. 

Unaware, conceptual moment -
An ignited inner light,
Fearless, life-giving, 
Defined by breath and gestures, 
Impenetrable barrier, unresistant,
And Labeled: Experience and Need
The aura of the vital force,
Radiant and obedient.

For, in afterthought
Appeared, and before,
A manifestation
Of the true.  Heart of Hearts, 
Celestial raiment, gifted.
Received for present need;
And so embraced 
A new, perceived reality.
Shining renewable resource. 
Conduit of wonder.


MB



The universe is merely a fleeting idea in God's mind - a pretty uncomfortable thought, particularly if you've just made a down payment on a house.  

~Woody Allen



Why

We had a wonderstanding.
Promises.  Deep,
Soundless and meaningful, 
Your hand
Reaching deeply into my soul
To save me again and again.
A fish floundering out of water,
Wordless and powerful.
Breathless and dying.
Strong and shining,
Perfectly enclosed.
A life composed 
In the net
Of broken hearts
And gracious lies,
Beating on.
'Til words ran out.
Feelings took over,
Filled with pain
And pouring out.
Why this hurt?
From whence this sorrow?
Gently, Mama.
Your boy is crying.



MB
























A painstaking course in qualitative and quantitative analysis by John Wing gave me an appreciation of the need for, and beauty of, accurate measurement.

Paul D. Boyer




Math is fun, it teaches you life and death information, like when you're cold, you should go to a corner since it's 90 degrees there.
Anonymous


























What luck for rulers, that men do not think.  ~Adolph Hitler





Leslie, Brenda

When somebody tells you nothing is impossible, ask him to dribble a football. 

~Author Unknown

Happy Birthday, Leslie, from, among others, your mom and dad! 


Make a game of finding something positive in every situation.
Ninety-five percent of your emotions are determined by how you 
interpret events to yourself. 

 ~Brian Tracy 






Start every day off with a smile and get it over with.


W. C. Fields
                 
                (you've heard that one, right? Smile anyway! :)

Cupcakes ~  by Jane (and Bryan, Sally and Ben)


Next to knowing when to seize an opportunity, the most important thing in 
life is to know when to forego an advantage.

Benjamin Disraeli





The wolf always charges the lamb with muddying the stream.


Elihu Root








A man is not idle because he is absorbed in thought.  
There is a visible labor and there is an invisible labor  

Victor Hugo~

At Mesa Gateway Airport. Reading, waiting, 102 degrees

Irons rusts from disuse, stagnant water loses its purity and in cold weather becomes frozen; 
even so does inaction sap the vigor of the mind. 

 ~Leonardo da Vinci, Notebooks, 1508



Love is when the other person's happiness is more important
 than your own.

H. Jackson Brown, Jr.





One of the great things about books is sometimes there are some fantastic pictures.




When you are describing,
A shape, or sound, or tint;
Don't state the matter plainly,
But put it in a hint;
And learn to look at all things,
With a sort of mental squint.

~Lewis Carroll



Trust that little voice in your head that says "Wouldn't it be interesting if..."  And then do it. 

~Duane Michals, "More Joy of Photography"

Friday, August 24, 2012

A Toast to the Miles



It's fine to celebrate success but it is more important to heed the lessons of failure.

Bill Gates





There are only 3 colors, 10 digits, and 7 notes; its what we do with them that's important.

Jim Rohn





 The most important thing in communication is hearing what isn't said.

Peter Drucker















It is awfully important to know what is and what is not your business. 
Gertrude Stein


Courage is the most important of all the virtues, because without courage you can't practice any other virtue consistently. You can practice any virtue erratically, but nothing consistently without courage.

Maya Angelou




 What you do is more important than how much you make,
and how you feel about it is more important than what you do.

Jerry Gillies


 
If you enjoy living, it is not difficult to 
keep the sense of wonder. 

Ray Bradbury


Tomorrow is the most important thing in life. Comes into us at midnight very clean. It's perfect when it arrives and it puts itself in our hands. It hopes we've learned something from yesterday.

John Wayne



This Is My Story And I'm Stickin' To It

One of the kids wants to borrow our Celica.  It gets great gas mileage and is an older rig, a 1990.  It is a great car, and fun to drive, so it's perfect for the 45 mile commute he will be making every day.  For three years it's been sitting in the pasture, too good to sell, too rattly to drive up and down our lane.  Jerry backed into it in the dark one night when he came home with his pickup and didn't know it was parked in front of the garage.  Tail lights were about five hundred dollars, and we replaced them, but left the other damage.  The hatchback doesn't close exactly, but it isn't too bad, very driveable.  One day I left it parked on a slope, in neutral, while I went in the house for something.  A few moments later I went outside to get in the car, but it wasn't there.  Puzzled, I did a double take at my empty parking lot, and then looked up to see the car sitting on the other side of the neighbor's broken barbed wire fence.  Checking the damage, I was sad to see it had the marks of the barbed wire in ripped,  jagged lines in the paint up the hood and over the top.  Imagine fingernails on a chalk board. 

Long story short, we hadn't driven the car for awhile, so it needed a new battery.  And then plans changed, kids came up with another solution, so it sat for a few more months.  So, this week when we found out the car would be needed, the plan was to drive it to Bozeman for a rendevous with our son when we get back from Phoenix on Sunday evening. Jerry charged up the battery and we drove it to Powell last evening for it's first voyage in awhile.  It seemed to be running fine, but I remarked that the battery light was on.  Jerry was a little puzzled, and  said he hoped it would start when we were ready to leave.  It started with no problem.  Then we stopped at the grocery store and the engine died before I shut off the key.  We picked up a couple of frozen pizzas and a jar of sauerkraut.  As I turned the key in the ignition, the engine made one unenthusiastic little chug and refused to turn over.  Jerry said to let it sit for a couple of minutes.  The next try was a little better, but didn't start the engine. Our friends, John and Myrna were parked next to us, and when they saw Jerry put the hood of the car up to check the battery they offered to help do a push start.  And we were off!  In first gear, Jerry hopped in the passenger seat, second gear, all was well - third, fourth, going okay.  Jerry asked me about the battery light.  On, and jumpy engine.  Tried third gear.  Ran smoothly. Made it another mile or so until we began losing power, and losing power, and then things smelled hot.  Mentioning the burning, smoky smell, still losing power, I asked my co-pilot for advice.  He strongly suggested that we should stop.  
"Are you sure?" I asked. 
Yes, he was sure.  Very sure.

Up went the hood, out, magically, came a screw driver.   Jerry got out his (handy) flashlight and checked the battery terminals. Poke, poke, poke.   No response from the starter.  Down went the hood.  Arms flailing, mosquitoes gathering in for the kill, we were glad to see a Highway Patrol officer come to our aid.  Yes, this is part of our job description, says he. I slapped at a very quick and bloody mosquito on my leg while the officer moved the contents of a seat to the trunk in honor of my occupancy in the caged back seat with no interior door handles.  What was it like back there, Jerry wanted to know later.  
"Does the cage go all the way to the floor?"  
Well, I can't say I was looking for a way out, and it was dark, so I really don't know.  I guess I'll have to pay more attention next time.  And yes, I have ridden in that seat before, so yes, I knew that the rear door didn't have a handle, and I knew I couldn't get out of the vehicle without someone opening it from the outside.  
"When did you ride there before?" Jerry asked. 
"The morning of the accident."

No need to explain further  Back home, we moved into action.  I tried to find the trailer tabs so it was legal.  They expired the end of last month.  I explained to my doubtful husband that we would probably just get a warning if they noticed and then used all my powers of optimism to offset the comment about a $200 fine..  Underway, he wanted to know if the correct tabs were on the pickup.  Searching through the glove box, I did not find the current registration slip, but remembered giving him tabs to update the license, so I thought so, and said as much.  
"But if you really want to know, you should stop and check."
A quarter of a mile later, he did stop, and yes, they were current. Whew.

 A half an hour later we backed up to the Celica to load it up.  Strangely, the mechanism to lower the loading bed failed to operate.  I was not, however, in danger of being kidnapped by bloodthirsty mosquitoes due to a liberal application of bug repellent.  I probably didn't smell as lovely as the almond scented patrol car, but just not having to slap at mosquitoes made me quite content to quietly wait while Jerry fixed the problem, and he sure was not showing any signs of being in a romantic mood, anyway.  As he tinkered with this, and then that, I remembered that he has another pickup and another trailer, and that we would probably have to go get it.  However, I decided, from past experience that the best thing I could do was take pictures of our adventure.  
"But not with the flashlight shining in my eyes", said he.


Now, this is no quitter I married.  Plan A didn't work, so as expected, he had a plan B.  Plan B was to repeat Plan A under the lights at the nearest gas station.  When Plan B failed, then and only then, would we try Plan C, which was jumping the car with jumper cables that he had thought to put in.  Opps, guess the key to start the car is missing.  Yes, we had it when we left in the officer's vehicle.  The only option remaining for Plan C was driving back to Cody for the other truck and trailer, because with the trailer mechanism not working, he would not be able to detach the trailer from the pickup.
 Thus, with Plan C/D in action, we drove the rollback container truck to Powell, with the key to the car which I had triumphantly produced as expected from the pocket of his jeans.  It was now well after 11 p.m., so our brains were getting a little foggy.  Nevertheless, we pressed on, or rather, Jerry did, while I dazedly rode along, with visions of sugar plums dancing in my head, knowing that sometimes you simply have to persevere through each obstacle because somehow if you just keep trying, things happen.

All went smoothly.  Bed of truck rolled back as it should.  Chain was attached under the car on both sides.  Cable was attached to the chain.  Triangle appeared as the chain tightened.  The car was pulled gently up the sloped bed.  I sat in the car to turn the wheels and guide it to the middle of the bed but otherwise feeling that relaxed sensation of  letting hydralics do all the work, of just being along for the ride, slow, and easy.  One last ride, and then rest.  Jerry said he would wait until morning to find out what was wrong.  He thought it was probably a loose wire, but when we backed in next to the shop he said he wouldn't be able to sleep until he checked the wire, so he sent me off to bed.
Only someone who has experienced much trouble can possibly deeply appreciate when things go so right.
It wasn't the loose wire.  The alternator didn't pass it's Carquest Test, and there were none available in Cody or Powell, but we found out there was one at Napa Distribution in Billings. The New Plan, I learned,  was to charge up the battery for an hour, leave early for our flight with both cars, me following, and then take off driving it to Billings, pick up the new alternator, install it, and catch our evening flight for Arizona.  I took a leisurely pace since we had, it seemed, plenty of time.  Jerry was in the usual panic about time, so he left earlier than I.  All along the way, I half expected to hear my phone ringing to tell me how far he had gotten, but other than waiting nervously for a pilot car on a stretch of chip-sealing, the miles passed uneventfully.  He didn't need lights, and didn't use the fan or air-conditioning, so other than being a noticeably hot drive, he was able to arrive at the Napa parking lot, where the car jerked to a stop, two hours later.  It took less time to actually install the new part than it had to wait at the counter to sort out on the computers and between the "Will Call" order that they had set aside the wrong part. One more push start - then Jerry took the car out for a drive and for half an hour it ran perfectly, until I got his call that he was waiting for me at the airport.  We hope, upon our return from Arizona, to swing through Bozeman on our way home, drop it off at a relative's house, and head for home. 

One sure thing is that through experience, we have a pretty good idea of what happens when alternators fail.  And I have developed a theory - that the reason we love our cars, and  when we have to part from them, the sadness is due to an appreciation for years of faithful service rendered, for the miles we have crossed together, for getting us from  Point A to Point B without a glitch many times, and for when it does not happen quite that smoothly, there is gratefulness for the effort, for the easy repairs, the simple fix, for giving it their all, every time.  So we will pass on the title with a little sadness, lots of sentiment, a few stories and laughs. We have passed a few road tests together.  The propects are looking fairly good for down the road a piece.

Thursday, August 16, 2012


Ups and Downs

Drive-By Shooting ~ Refinery Lights 



Sorrow is knowledge, those that know the most must mourn the deepest, the tree of knowledge is not the tree of life.

Lord Byron


Triplets!






Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and 
the delight in the recognition.

Alexander Smith

The Heart of Cedar Mountain


Haiku of My Own Making

Very cold water
Poured from an ice-filled jug
Into new bottles.



My muscles tingle,
Pressing up the steady slope, 
Trying to keep up.


Desert Colors






Camo bunny blends,
Hops and stops in the grasses.
You can't see me, right?

Inspiration With a View



A dead tree standing.
Why don’t you climb it, he says.
Sure, but you go first.



Right.  This fools...nobody?


























There a tree stands tall
Next to a great big boulder.
The tree bends and grows. 




Cricket chirps compete
With steps crunching on gravel,
Buzzing in the night.




Night falls silently
And lights appear far away
Can they see us too?


SURPRISE! (Very Bright Flash)


Keeping my balance
Sliding, grabbing, walking close.
I will hold the light.


T

There is no remedy for love but to love more.  ~Henry David Thoreau

Jerry-Riggin'?




Love looks through a telescope; envy, through a microscope.



Josh Billings









It is sad not to love, but it is much sadder not to be able to love.

Miguel de Unamuno


Proceed with Caution


 Anybody can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way -
 that is not within everybody's power and is not easy.

Aristotle



Dying is only one thing to be sad over... Living unhappily is something else.

Morrie Schwartz